When I learned how to open my heart I saw the truth, amd it was that my main desire in that moment was to share my life. With a mate, with my children, and will all others around me.

Having burnt through the caves of peril which needed the affection I gave it, the light began pouring in and it was glorious.

We are all housed in a temple. We are all here for a reason, just how each star in the sky shines in the perfect way you witness it. Your heart’s light is that perfect star, in such wonder we were made. Desiring to know ourselves over and over again.

Cascading down the line of lines of infinite potential we witnessed the harshness and the gentle caress of a storms wind upon our faces. Swirling, curving our way we opened slowly but surely seeing the horizon we have all harboured inside ourselves.

What a taken solace it is to glance upwards and remember who we are. Who each person is and to gain momentum in our perspective of that such thing.

When I do my best to look into the fulcrum point of this inner temple, I see one thing. A complete, harmonious, fluid structure of caring, of sharing and of creation. In our creation the light will come forward and save our world that doesnt need saving. It is us who are the savers and the saved the cautious and the brave the witness and the subject of a continuous unfolding.

The power of vulnerable potential.

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Many schools of thought within the psychological field teach us about limiting beliefs; about constructs within the mind stemmed from a collection of repetitive cerebral interplay. For years recognising personal beliefs has been a big learning curve, I have found that when I push myself past the point of thought and into the realm of the unknown there is great & powerful growth to be had. It’s easier to play safe than it is to open oneself up to a new reality. The majority of mainstream education teaches us not to step outside a certain parameter into a space of …….vulnerability. However as Brené Brown so adequately says; ‘vulnerability is the birth place of innovation, creativity & change.’ These parameters include what we believe about our Horses & the reason they are here in our lives. We love them, cherish their presence, how much deeper can / does that relationship go? Can all relationships go for that matter? What if our Soul bonds reach through the physical world into an etheric field of intimacy & expansion. Countless spiritual experiences have occurred between Humans and Horses. What dictates these experiences is the level of openness we practice, and in this practice realise again and again (creating new thought stream) where our boundaries of belief are. What do I believe about this situation and more importantly WHY? When we truly see how everything we experience in the material world is a program to some degree we begin re-writing the chapters in our own words.

Take our physical capacity for example – the average Human life expectancy is 72 years. There is much science to back this up and I am in no way disputing that this is one truth, however if we stop for a second and think about what this means……..WHY is that the statistic? Men & Women in ancient cultures lived long past the age of 100 and in thriving health, in the western world this figure (increased since WWI) is primarily dictated by the level of stress experienced on a daily basis throughout the general population, but who is telling us that? Is this THE truth or one repetitive mental flurry told again and again by millions of people over hundreds of years which eventually arrives neatly into our personal unconscious mind? I hear people in their 30’s saying that they are ‘getting old’…….I mean.…..where does this even come from? If it is a collective belief then aren’t we part of that collective? And aren’t we the ones who can personally dictate the EXACT outcome of our physical power & longevity?

Back to Horses now. Have you ever asked yourself why your Horse is in your life and gone deeper than the physical answer? Are there any beliefs you carry around the way your Horse should behave… work….look….act….do everything? How would you re-define what ‘being together’ means for you both in equally relatable terms… remembering that the unknown is always new ground for growth.

When the lenses of society are removed we leave ourselves standing in vulnerable nakedness to the potential of something unknown and extricably life changing.

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Olympia and I are working on meeting in a place of deeper respect and recognition. Our relationship is shifting from separation to oneness and on a daily basis I am SO grateful to her for the truth & intimacy she brings to the table.
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Commitment comes in many forms. Most of all our dedication to the flow of energy we call ‘focus’, which literally brings life to the world.
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Finding the space inside to show up from, expands what could be into what IS.
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Shed your focussed awareness out into the reality you want to see take place. Know – it is in your potential to create as a matter of medicine for the world. .

Ritual of deep care.

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The reason I love working with animals is because it reminds me that I am part of something bigger than myself. It reminds me of the intrinsically real connection between all things. Tuning into an animal I feel the pulse of energy as though it has always been there, waiting for me to change the channel on myself from ‘my world’ to ‘our world’. It doesn’t cost anything and doesn’t require me to mould myself, it is simply about the connection. I have always loved to work with energy and managing my own has been one of my deepest challenges. Feeling at times completely blurred by the amount of ‘world’ around me caused me to feel stuck, not wanting to move forward or be seen. Learning to work WITH my own energy means I can discern personal presence before anything else, creating a clearer world for my horses to be in. What I have learned over the years is that there are certain rituals of self care which HAVE to be put into practice in order to maintain a clear channel of communication with animals and the world around us.

For me a few of these are: exercise, being outside in nature, finding stillness, essential oils, and A LOT of green food goodness.

Five simple ways for me to attend to my energy. Trial and error has taught me to follow the guidelines my body gives me even if my mind has a different idea. I am someone who, in order to work with energy in the way I want to, has to maintain a consistent self-care routine. I used to see this as restrictive but I learned that through practicing discipline the freedom I search for always comes through . We are all unique and all handle / work with different levels of energy for different reasons, so how YOU manage YOU is perfect for you and nobody else.

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This relates to horses because the way we show up for ourselves is the way we show up for our animals. When we have found our niche for self-care our channels clear and we can see / hear / feel / know the world around us at a much deeper level. Connecting with our Horses is all an intrinsic part of this.

When She calls you.

Where do you go when the wind calls you?

I saw a flicker of your presence in the moon light.

Whispers, whispers, whispers.

Many times we stood together, shoulder to shoulder in reverence at the night sky.

Inhale, exhale, breathe in motion as One stroke of life falls into being. How much more of this bliss is there? Will we ever truly know?

As the curve of blue surrounds us, up high in the ocean we turn, flying forward in an open ministry of sound. Dig deeper look further for all things lie unto this place.

Light swims in turn

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When all the waves of time have past what is left?

This dance

I did not know you were her, and I she, and we all things One.

But when the moment of awakening came it was as though it had already been.

As though I knew it, as a beloved kin, saluting me once more. Eternal remembrance.

How much time shall pass. None.

 

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The Mystery of Your Soul

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Absolutely everything has an energy to it. All things, all time and space, every thing in existence. All categories of life, words, thoughts, actions, dreams.

Like a flower we expand towards the light. Even in the darkness of our being in that contracted state of fear the flower is still present, still exists.

Light is a bearer of truth. It moves through the space of constancy which we see around us. Enlightening each being and holding space in breathe and presence. The Horse’s light is grandiose, it moves in waves encompassing the fabric of ’emptiness’. It dives into the Earth connecting with sacred grids of the planet and shapes of the Universe. There is a feeling of mystery which lies past the veil of understanding and deep inside the movement of your own Soul. The animals of this planet know this, they work WITH their Divine Nature. Trusting signals, listening deeply and displaying acts of kindness far beyond the average human realm. It is time to remember where we are this kind. By settling into your own light, your own being, witness how your Horses’ behaviour changes.

In the finite eclipses of sheltered expression there will be gestures calling you to understand.

Find the place filled with light between you and your Horse. Sit in it. Become one with it. Know it as your kin, it is fertile ground for awakening.

From the Earth to the Sky the same running current flows, no one party exists more frequently than the other. In some ways we are here to heal and in our healing we unravel the magic lying dormant there.

The perfection of remembrance held tightly to your core. An idea of a right or wrong way is an idea of an ideal, it is YOUR UNIQUE way which holds creation in balance.  Making for your Horse to expand into.

 

Witness the light

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In order to fully see the light in our horses we must first see it in ourselves. One is illuminated by the other. How do we do this? By connecting to our most authentic self. By being REAL with how we are feeling totaling our different forms of expression so that the telescope of our perspective can grow wide enough to encompass change.

We all have an Authentic and Inauthentic Self within. Which one shows itself most prevalently depends on how much our need for acceptance from the outside world is at the forefront of how we are feeling. Horses have an acute ability to target both of these larger aspects of us bringing them forward in a way which makes it, at times, uncomfortably obvious who we are being.

Some people call the Inauthentic Self the Ego, others the Shadow. Essentially both of these levels of expression at their best serve our greater purpose and expansion. The Inauthentic Self often acts as an unconscious protector, stepping forward to intervene in any potential ‘social danger’, steering us away from exposing to much of our under side – our vulnerability; deemed dangerous by many due to the standards of society we have grown up in. The Inauthentic Self can also be seen as a channel of energetic expression which helps us feel protected, safe and ultimately more accepted by those in our environment than we believe our truth may have us be.

Our Authentic Self is the feeling of flow, presence, ecstatic power. It is our highest truth. It moves through us when an opinion free of any judgment or design flows from our being. When our heart converges with our mind offering a free reign of knowledge steeped deep in conviction.

Many people do not feel comfortable standing in, expressing or even acknowledging their truth. Which is understandable as so often in society or within family dynamics and social groups the only part(s) of a person deemed fun / acceptable / enjoyable to be around is usually the part which is easy for the other person to experience. In my childhood I remember it was not acceptable for me to be too much of anything; too over the top, too emotional, too happy, too sad, too angry, too good, too bad. I work on this everyday and at times I still note certain unconscious patterns within my being which lean towards sculpting a way of feeling accepted and loved by those around me. Stretching to edit myself in order to ‘fit’ into the world. Not quite comfortable showing ‘me’ at times.

This is where Horses differ. Horses are ready for it all. They are available for us in our totality. Our frustration, our hurt, our joy, our raw pain, our fear… it is all part of the big soup for them. In fact they NEED us to be authentic as when we are honest with ourselves about our emotions, when we feel it ALL, that truth creates a more harmonious frequency for the Horses to be in. Making us feel ‘safer’ to be around.

Our horses are wired for authenticity, their survival instincts are tuned into the purity of nature in a way which makes them masters of targeting discrepancy. For them there is no judgement, no good or bad, it is all experienced as a truth. And this truth comes forward in their presence regardless of whether you are aware of it or not.

There is also a deeper reason. Horses are on the path of ascension and expansion just as we are. There is no separation between the rising in both streams of energy. We are one, sharing this time in unison not singularity and because of this it is important to be responsible for our own world, our perception of it , and our own energies. To remember that FEELING is a birthright. That our truth is a currency worth investing in!

Beginning to connect to your emotional body does not have to be a battle. It just has to be something you become committed to with the understanding that it is and always will be part of who you are. Trust that your truth is needed by the world.