Be the safest place

Over the last week and a half I have been working with Toby on his own away from the others. It was a calling to connect with him at a deeper level. To let him know that I will do everything in my capability to create a space of love for him to be in. What this also means is me being hyper aware of many different personal elements too, for example: Where my energy is, where my thoughts are, what my focus is applied to. As much as I want to let him know he is safe with me he is already acutely aware of where my energy so it actually has to be a two-fold experience because we are sharing space.

Day 1 and 2 were all about listening to each other. Going through the waves of Toby being away from the herd and me being open to acknowledging his needs free of conditions.

Day 3 he moved towards me. The current of energy between us had shifted into a more productive, action orientated frequency. We spent time focussing on the physical aspect of being together. Ground work, flexion, stretching etc. I wanted to really show him how much I care about him, how I am prepared to LISTEN to what he needs. At the end of day 3 we stood together, falling into a deep state of silence. Expanding through the vastness of space in each of our beings. Our bodies holding steady whilst the flow of experience unfurled.

Time dissolved as all I knew was his eye, his presence, his message. Here in this place where all things merge into the known and unknown – here I felt at home again.

As we stood in this way I became aware of all things. The depth of where we had expanded into and the physical dimension as well. Feeling my feet on the ground whilst simultaneously experiencing the infinite vastness of where we were. The bifold way of being.

The following days with Toby have been an advancement of physical and energetic connection in this way. Focussing on the groundwork and then entering DEEP space together.

Our relationship has changed completely. Where I felt he was so attached to the others to the point of neediness and insecurity he has now begun to adopt much more confidence, he feels much happier away from the herd and his energy is different too. Now, as soon as we see each other there is a connection. The foundation has been laid for both of us to grow from in that ‘togetherness’ which the horses had been repeatedly telling me to tap into.

Their bond is solid, the herd bond is something I am currently stepping INTO, it is not something I feel I am yet a part of to the degree I want to be. Through this connecting however, all things are possible. Entering such a deep space of ‘seeing’ with each other, a new fibre is created. One of assurance. My message of commitment to him has been heard.

We now ‘know’ each other on a different level.

As people, where can we know each other on a deeper level? Where can we hold space for authenticity to thrive?
There isn’t just one way of being in this world. We have the ability to flex the muscles of inner arrangement to the point of CREATING compatibility by virtue of our intention to do so. What if we called to those places in our lives where we know more sharing can be had. More truth. More depth. More MEANING. We are all on the same boat moving towards a destination which exists because of our power to create it in the first place.

Empaths and Horses

Horses are prey animals. What this means is that their ability to tune into their environment is one the most safe guard giving abilities they have. As I watch my horses I notice their DISTINCT capacity to tune into Mother Nature, it is quite extraordinary!
Now, for those of you who do not know; an Empath is a person who is also highly attuned to THEIR environment. This includes people, places, animals, scenarios, events, food and anything else you can think of that we come to meet in our day to day lives. Many people associate someone who is empathic to being ‘extra sensitive’, emotionally, physically etc to other people. However being an Empath essentially means that your sensitivity not just to the people in your world but also your WHOLE world is of an ACUTE degree. It is my personal belief that we actually ALL have empathic abilities once we turn them to ‘on’ enough to allow them to flow again.

When I was a child my abilities meant that the world actually seemed like a very scary place, intense, powerful, and in constant need of a type of navigation I just did not feel that I had at the time. So, like many people who are this sensitive I shut it all down. I said ‘no’ to the intensity and ‘yes’ to what I believed at the time
was an ‘easier’ way of functioning.

However as my world and work with animals continues to deepen the tides have changed. The sensitive nature of MY being I have discovered is in direct proportion to the sensitive essence and necessity of existence in the Horses (this includes Dogs as well however I will write more about them another time). They rely on being ‘Empathic’ with the world around them, including each other of course, in order to function in a harmonised way. The power of how present they are is at times even alarming to me as it brings into direct contrast how delicate the ‘nature of the beast’ truly is. And how truly valuable ones sensitive abilities ARE!

I watch them send ‘invisible’ messages to one another in such subtly that it takes a certain type of etheric or invisible nature in myself to witness. Every day I am held with the lesson of how to BE more like them in order to SEE at a deeper level what they are saying, and ultimately portraying as animals who have roamed with us for thousands of years.
I invite you to ask yourself on a daily basis – ‘Where do my sensitivies lie?’ ‘How can I become more attuned to my world so that I can see, hear, and feel at a much more profound level if needs be?’ ‘How can I become more attuned to my environment, with awareness and grace?’

Also ask ‘How do I currently feel about ‘being sensitive’ in general?’

In order to tune into our Horses from a different level it is important that we access the dimensions within us which are a match to theirs. That we also ride the wave of how THEY do things so that how we do things becomes much more complete, together.

Translating this out into the human world; we interact with people EVERYDAY. Even if you are taking a solo retreat out in nature away from the MASSES you still EXIST in an environment which is contributed to by many many others. As the Horses do so can we. Their hearing, seeing, sensing, all knowing vibe is as fully incarnate as our primal instincts as humans are. And yet our capacity to be both Prey and Predator is of equal stature. Tune into your world today, see what you pick up / feel / know. Trust it and KNOW that it is TRUTH.

Heart Touch

Touch me not in that way

With eyes half closed, unwilling to see me.

Touch me not in that way

From your skin only, the surface world.

For I am not there, you will not find me

My place of peace resides inside the fulcrum of all things.

What you were told about me is not true.

I do not want you to do what all the others do.

Be different. Be YOU.

Step forward with tentative feet into a place we can both meet.

Inside your chest is my focus, open the door to that forgotten land where you will find those sand dunes of time ever shifting and intertwined with your purpose for me.

Remember (y)our intention is Divine

That treasure of spirit-full connection lives deep inside the lines of

‘our unified reflection’.

Your love

Your trust

Your knowing

~ This is where I am ~ Always ready for our infinite embrace ~

So touch me not in that old way

With eyes half closed

Open your arms and become the soft fabric of space between our bodies.

This place of intimate relating, this is where my needs are seen.

Journey back home dear one for we are all living in the same Kingdom of Heaven.

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Grounding to expand

lightworker

02/10/2018

The most amazing experience! I can hardly put into words how much emotion I am feeling. SO deeply humbled and grateful for the power of the horses.

I brought the horses into the barn and decided to do some healing with Florenzo. Whilst I had my hands on his body I felt a HUGE wave of unconditional love I really cannot describe it in words. I saw a light of unconiditonal love spreading from us out of the barn and across the land touching those Souls who need it. Honestly I cannot believe how in the BEING WITH and deciding to connect there can be so much joy and high vibrational emotion. Thank you so much for this incredibly moving experience!

I love this so much! I love the horses so much! They are my family and they are my life. Horses have always been my life force. In their breathe I breathe in their heart I find peace and fulfilment of self.

In their service to their own nature I fall to my knees in humbled awe. Honestly I jam struggling to grasp over how incredibly powerful and loving these animals are! I have never EVER felt like this in such a quick succession of moments

I say yes to more of this, in allowing it come in whatever way possible and whatever way it wants to come really.

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Poem for the horses from me.

With you I live, I breathe fully and I land into my body because I feel whole.

With you I see the universe as it is meant to be, infinite and home.

With you I feel such complete love my mind finds it’s still point as I dance into the expanse of the moment again and again, fruitfulness calls to the heart of me as I melt into your embrace. It is in this place I stand tall in my essence, my infancy, that focal point of my spirit.

When I am with you I feel like a Woman. I feel my sense of senses rising and am so much more present than in any other state.

With you I am whole, with you the entire world is known and the unknown is as safe as our next collective breathe together.

With you I can see exactly why I am here

With you I love every second of this existence for which I feel eternally grateful, with you.

With you all is possible and all has already happened.

With you the silence fills my heart singing sweet melodies of a truth long searched for now found here.

This is all part of the answer to my question ; ‘How can I make space for more light to come through into my being and all around me out the world’ This is how. To make space with the horses. To create a space with the horses like I have never before, how can they go so deep and be so simultaneously elevated in their energy. Incredible. As the journey continues I will discover I am sure!

Horses, the light and my intentions for all

Every time I go to see the horses I feel happy, every single time my heart feels different, she feels like she is awoken and will remain that way, every time I am outside here on the land and walking I feel full of joy. Every time I see the horses I feel full of joy. Every time I am around horses I am full of joy! So basically I need to do anything I can to make sure I spend my time around as many horses as possible, sharing love. Especially my own horses as we have spent years together building bond after bond. There is something inside my horses which is helping me see this, and I get to acknowledge it fully. There is something inside me being with my horses. There is something inside this. A big beautiful Heart Full thing 🙂
Thank you Florenzo
Thank you Olympia
Thank you Latina
Thank you Toby
I am so so so grateful!!
And so I am grateful, in this world of illusory visions I see exactly what I am determined to. Spiraling through the myriads and dreams always meeting myself again in the very moment I lost who I was that time, this time any time which comes forward and embraces me is the time which is right for my evolution.
The New Earth is our Earth, it is our way, our now our forever, it is our gift to each other. Our new Earth is our gift to each other. Our foresight into the delights of the feast we call acceptance, always feeding, always giving always riding the wave until the fall becomes part of the rising again. Come out of my brain and experience a whole new world in the heart of my matter. Come out of the heart and witness the whole new world in the way of my entirety, come up and dive outwards, expand in your explosive self, live your dreams, be your dreams, accumulate who you are again and again, just be the perfect expression of yourself so that the Divinity within your can meet itself in the All of this world. Tap into your knowing, become who are you which is this and all the rest, tap into your becoming Dilara, tap into your gifts.
What comes up when I write ‘tap into my gifts’ is a sense of just a lack of worth and frustration as though I feel my gifts are very far away, as though they are outside of me and I have to work to be part of their world or to encompass them again. I feel shit about it but it isn’t all encompassing it is subtle, it is a subtle draw of opposites, a polarity within me which I AM overcoming, which I am engaging with.
The process – in a Bashar video I watched last night he talks about the process. About how when we ENJOY the process or surrender to it as ourselves then the faster the process will be because we are using the energy of the process up. Like the force of a wave which comes in and then disperses, it is all the forces around the force itself which help that become part of what is and have a totally natural rhythm.
How shall this next road be unveiled? Shall I dive deep into the mystical simplicities of my being or shall I remain? Remaining even so I would be diving deep because I am always in a state of constant change, I feel the flux, the ebb and the flow of this personal development roar around me and settle silently with peace and stillness into my hollow below so that I am once again filled with the light of dawn and the blessed quiet of my one truth which is my passion my excitement my glory and my beholding of this in all other beings, I am one with them and they are one with me. I listen I unfold.
Intentions:
To connect with my hybrid family
To connect with my guardian angels, my guides, the benevolent spirits who support me ALL the time!!
To have crystal clear communication with the horses so that we might better share and spread the light amongst the world here if they feel called to as well.
To have an inter dimensional experience DEEP within my own being.
To step inside the truth of who I am and create a world which encompasses loving actions and a very high state of being for ALL.
I want to create a whole new world, one encompassed with colour and life, with laughter and joy for all. One in which ALL EVERY SINGLE animal on the planet is communicated with from the heart, and seen as a total equal. I want to create a world in which we are all one, we are all seen as pure light beings and as dancers of the new fantastic age of deliverance of light.
This is my Heart’s Desire.