Focus on LOVE

Something that has been coming through from my horses recently is to be hyper aware of where my and ultimately ‘our’ focus IS, right now.

Life can seem very complex, in fact it IS complex. There are so many different ways we can function. Our mental capacity is multidimensional in its ability to split, open, frame, and create somehow all within the fractal of a moment. For those of you who have experienced the deep state of ‘Samadhi’ during mediation, or that somatic wave of joy whilst exploring the divinity of Mother Nature, you will have perhaps noticed what it feels like once our minds ‘turn back on’ or come back into the realm of ‘reality’ as we then come to know it. It can feel like a vast comparison to the ’emptiness’ of state we have experienced.

This mental stream is of course equally as valuable and when cultivated with awareness it can actually be one of your driving forces of authentic strength creation.

Collectively on the planet we are in a huge time of change, all over the globe we can see shifts in perspective arising, voices calling out, hearts expanding and moving into action, truths singing LOUD. There is A LOT of flux right now!

The time to recognise how powerful our focused intention really is is upon us. Use this extra special opening to notice where YOUR focus is. We can also use this time to ask ~ Where is my INNER flux at this time? How am I either changing now or in a tidal wave of capacity to do so?

Holding space for your focus to be known is important because you are in fact a microcosmic force within a vast network of collective outcomes. You literally ARE the living key to your own becoming. Where your thoughts are directing you is vital as it is where you will find yourself in some shape or form.

What I have noticed recently about the way my own mind behaves is that it is extremely well designed in the sense that it can, of its own accord, take me on a journey with a destination so far away from my original start point. It sometimes feels like ‘it’ is the driver, yet the larger aspect of my awareness knows that all things are actually in inextricable balance and can only come out of that play by virtue of my own choice on some level. Therefore there is no part of me which is not experiencing exactly what it is meant to in perfect accordance with my own development.

Using all our given traits as Human beings. Our thoughts, our feelings, our physical body, our intentional self, our etheric form; this is one of the many different elements to why we are here. To utilise ALL of ourselves IN the dynamic of Love. In conjunction with this there is no point in pushing away our thoughts or denying our emotions the freedom to be expressed, all of these elements exist in tandem with WHO YOU ARE. Honing your focus into Love does not mean denying the other feelings, it simply means going through your own personal process to reach a point where you realise that it always already exists within you, and can be called upon!

You cannot escape your nature, and your focus truly IS a spark in this world.

So as the horses are guiding – be available for WHATEVER YOU NEED TO EXPERIENCE with the intention to ultimately bring your focus onto Love, a Love that is waiting with open arms, that constant embrace. May it be a case of simply recognising what is already present within so that we may be conscious creators in this world again and again.

Empaths and Horses

Horses are prey animals. What this means is that their ability to tune into their environment is one the most safe guard giving abilities they have. As I watch my horses I notice their DISTINCT capacity to tune into Mother Nature, it is quite extraordinary!
Now, for those of you who do not know; an Empath is a person who is also highly attuned to THEIR environment. This includes people, places, animals, scenarios, events, food and anything else you can think of that we come to meet in our day to day lives. Many people associate someone who is empathic to being ‘extra sensitive’, emotionally, physically etc to other people. However being an Empath essentially means that your sensitivity not just to the people in your world but also your WHOLE world is of an ACUTE degree. It is my personal belief that we actually ALL have empathic abilities once we turn them to ‘on’ enough to allow them to flow again.

When I was a child my abilities meant that the world actually seemed like a very scary place, intense, powerful, and in constant need of a type of navigation I just did not feel that I had at the time. So, like many people who are this sensitive I shut it all down. I said ‘no’ to the intensity and ‘yes’ to what I believed at the time
was an ‘easier’ way of functioning.

However as my world and work with animals continues to deepen the tides have changed. The sensitive nature of MY being I have discovered is in direct proportion to the sensitive essence and necessity of existence in the Horses (this includes Dogs as well however I will write more about them another time). They rely on being ‘Empathic’ with the world around them, including each other of course, in order to function in a harmonised way. The power of how present they are is at times even alarming to me as it brings into direct contrast how delicate the ‘nature of the beast’ truly is. And how truly valuable ones sensitive abilities ARE!

I watch them send ‘invisible’ messages to one another in such subtly that it takes a certain type of etheric or invisible nature in myself to witness. Every day I am held with the lesson of how to BE more like them in order to SEE at a deeper level what they are saying, and ultimately portraying as animals who have roamed with us for thousands of years.
I invite you to ask yourself on a daily basis – ‘Where do my sensitivies lie?’ ‘How can I become more attuned to my world so that I can see, hear, and feel at a much more profound level if needs be?’ ‘How can I become more attuned to my environment, with awareness and grace?’

Also ask ‘How do I currently feel about ‘being sensitive’ in general?’

In order to tune into our Horses from a different level it is important that we access the dimensions within us which are a match to theirs. That we also ride the wave of how THEY do things so that how we do things becomes much more complete, together.

Translating this out into the human world; we interact with people EVERYDAY. Even if you are taking a solo retreat out in nature away from the MASSES you still EXIST in an environment which is contributed to by many many others. As the Horses do so can we. Their hearing, seeing, sensing, all knowing vibe is as fully incarnate as our primal instincts as humans are. And yet our capacity to be both Prey and Predator is of equal stature. Tune into your world today, see what you pick up / feel / know. Trust it and KNOW that it is TRUTH.

Grounding to expand

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02/10/2018

The most amazing experience! I can hardly put into words how much emotion I am feeling. SO deeply humbled and grateful for the power of the horses.

I brought the horses into the barn and decided to do some healing with Florenzo. Whilst I had my hands on his body I felt a HUGE wave of unconditional love I really cannot describe it in words. I saw a light of unconiditonal love spreading from us out of the barn and across the land touching those Souls who need it. Honestly I cannot believe how in the BEING WITH and deciding to connect there can be so much joy and high vibrational emotion. Thank you so much for this incredibly moving experience!

I love this so much! I love the horses so much! They are my family and they are my life. Horses have always been my life force. In their breathe I breathe in their heart I find peace and fulfilment of self.

In their service to their own nature I fall to my knees in humbled awe. Honestly I jam struggling to grasp over how incredibly powerful and loving these animals are! I have never EVER felt like this in such a quick succession of moments

I say yes to more of this, in allowing it come in whatever way possible and whatever way it wants to come really.

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Poem for the horses from me.

With you I live, I breathe fully and I land into my body because I feel whole.

With you I see the universe as it is meant to be, infinite and home.

With you I feel such complete love my mind finds it’s still point as I dance into the expanse of the moment again and again, fruitfulness calls to the heart of me as I melt into your embrace. It is in this place I stand tall in my essence, my infancy, that focal point of my spirit.

When I am with you I feel like a Woman. I feel my sense of senses rising and am so much more present than in any other state.

With you I am whole, with you the entire world is known and the unknown is as safe as our next collective breathe together.

With you I can see exactly why I am here

With you I love every second of this existence for which I feel eternally grateful, with you.

With you all is possible and all has already happened.

With you the silence fills my heart singing sweet melodies of a truth long searched for now found here.

This is all part of the answer to my question ; ‘How can I make space for more light to come through into my being and all around me out the world’ This is how. To make space with the horses. To create a space with the horses like I have never before, how can they go so deep and be so simultaneously elevated in their energy. Incredible. As the journey continues I will discover I am sure!

The Light in our Freedom

As my time with the animals in my life has developed, along with own personal consciousness we have arrived at a rather lovely scenario of shared intention.

Every day when I leave the horses for the evening I ask myself ‘ How do I want the horses to feel? ‘

The answer to this question has, like all things, evolved. However for the past few months the answer is always the same – I want my horses to feel –

‘Unconditionally Loved. With the highest possible outcome in mind, may they feel that they are capable of achieving whatever their Heart’s Desire is. Held in a space of absolute potential and Divine Love.’

This may sounds strange to some. The horse’s ‘Heart’s Desire’, but I believe that all beings are on a trajectory of intentional creation. Whether that is on an energetic or physical level. All beings have an emotive transparency which they emit constantly, how much we are aware of this is the question I have asked myself MANY times. ‘How much am I listening?’ ‘How can I hear more clearly the voice of this Heart space between us.’

Thus the intentional light I choose to hold my horses in is one of expansion and of unfolding into their Heart’s Desires. My duty is to show up for them in a way which translates desire to outcome if needs be.

Now from the perspective of all things being One there is of course an intertwining with my own sense of feeling free. The intention for my horses stems from one of my deepest intentions for myself. To feel completely unbound by pressure and to roam inside the present moment with my sense of self wholly celebrated.

Many times I have felt the wires of my own integrity cross with those of our cultural belief systems. Seeking something which my mind told me was outside the ‘norm’. Holding myself back because of a generic idea of what ‘being acceptable’ is. The shift came the moment I saw I was the one applying pressure as much as I was the one feeling pressurized. There was no visible or attainable external force, it was a battle waged on the inside. Slowly I began to unravel the chains of expectation I had created as a byproduct of societal structure. I began feeling into the new world of being present with ME rather than chasing an unattainable ‘idea’ which morphs out of view as soon as you come close. The ultimate mirage.

Being able to be WHOEVER WE WANT TO BE. This is freedom for me. Not the action itself but the FEELING. Because once we are in that state the action of genuine authentic speech, thoughts and connection become second nature. Condition free.

Being whoever I want to be – what does this look like? If I was to explain it to someone who may have a completely different sense for what that is what would I say?

Feeling free means that ALWAYS, under ALL circumstances, with ALL people, things and in all places – putting your own truth first, and arriving at a place where this is your HIGHEST option taken. Where YOUR voice matters because you have come to terms with what it sounds like. Where who you actually ARE in that moment is far more important than anything else.

There are many different roads you can take towards living in your Heart as a dedication to loving yourself more. Whether it is freedom, raising your voice, being seen, being heard, attending to your world with humility, unbinding yourself from the past to live more fully in bond with the NOW, the path itself will ultimately create a MUCH deeper sense of recognising who you are.

As I sit here in deep reflection upon the intricate web of life and all things included, I set my intention for the day:

‘That the highest possible option may come to pass for all beings, and may the unity of our hearts ring true with what freedom looks like on an individual and collective level.’

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Horses, the light and my intentions for all

Every time I go to see the horses I feel happy, every single time my heart feels different, she feels like she is awoken and will remain that way, every time I am outside here on the land and walking I feel full of joy. Every time I see the horses I feel full of joy. Every time I am around horses I am full of joy! So basically I need to do anything I can to make sure I spend my time around as many horses as possible, sharing love. Especially my own horses as we have spent years together building bond after bond. There is something inside my horses which is helping me see this, and I get to acknowledge it fully. There is something inside me being with my horses. There is something inside this. A big beautiful Heart Full thing 🙂
Thank you Florenzo
Thank you Olympia
Thank you Latina
Thank you Toby
I am so so so grateful!!
And so I am grateful, in this world of illusory visions I see exactly what I am determined to. Spiraling through the myriads and dreams always meeting myself again in the very moment I lost who I was that time, this time any time which comes forward and embraces me is the time which is right for my evolution.
The New Earth is our Earth, it is our way, our now our forever, it is our gift to each other. Our new Earth is our gift to each other. Our foresight into the delights of the feast we call acceptance, always feeding, always giving always riding the wave until the fall becomes part of the rising again. Come out of my brain and experience a whole new world in the heart of my matter. Come out of the heart and witness the whole new world in the way of my entirety, come up and dive outwards, expand in your explosive self, live your dreams, be your dreams, accumulate who you are again and again, just be the perfect expression of yourself so that the Divinity within your can meet itself in the All of this world. Tap into your knowing, become who are you which is this and all the rest, tap into your becoming Dilara, tap into your gifts.
What comes up when I write ‘tap into my gifts’ is a sense of just a lack of worth and frustration as though I feel my gifts are very far away, as though they are outside of me and I have to work to be part of their world or to encompass them again. I feel shit about it but it isn’t all encompassing it is subtle, it is a subtle draw of opposites, a polarity within me which I AM overcoming, which I am engaging with.
The process – in a Bashar video I watched last night he talks about the process. About how when we ENJOY the process or surrender to it as ourselves then the faster the process will be because we are using the energy of the process up. Like the force of a wave which comes in and then disperses, it is all the forces around the force itself which help that become part of what is and have a totally natural rhythm.
How shall this next road be unveiled? Shall I dive deep into the mystical simplicities of my being or shall I remain? Remaining even so I would be diving deep because I am always in a state of constant change, I feel the flux, the ebb and the flow of this personal development roar around me and settle silently with peace and stillness into my hollow below so that I am once again filled with the light of dawn and the blessed quiet of my one truth which is my passion my excitement my glory and my beholding of this in all other beings, I am one with them and they are one with me. I listen I unfold.
Intentions:
To connect with my hybrid family
To connect with my guardian angels, my guides, the benevolent spirits who support me ALL the time!!
To have crystal clear communication with the horses so that we might better share and spread the light amongst the world here if they feel called to as well.
To have an inter dimensional experience DEEP within my own being.
To step inside the truth of who I am and create a world which encompasses loving actions and a very high state of being for ALL.
I want to create a whole new world, one encompassed with colour and life, with laughter and joy for all. One in which ALL EVERY SINGLE animal on the planet is communicated with from the heart, and seen as a total equal. I want to create a world in which we are all one, we are all seen as pure light beings and as dancers of the new fantastic age of deliverance of light.
This is my Heart’s Desire.